drink drank drunk
ytd drink too much liao then drunk..
drink red wine n beer..
feelin veri up sad..
haix..
he sae he wan to b alone..
i also cant force him or wat =[
sms him de whole dae no reply..
then i go drink..
cox i reali feelin veri sad..
in the end drunk..
then i don noe my hp gt sms n cal..
next mornin recieve his sms n 3 miss cal..
sms him back..
he tot i go drink stil gt other boys..
bt nv lor..
all gals nia..
stil feelin veri down..
i think i am nth to him..
i am jus fu*kin useless..
and of cox fu*kin stubborn..
if reali he don wan contact me..
my everydae plannin is go drink..
shirley n her ma de wil pei me drink..
tuesdae go drink wif yani n safiah..
2nite go drink..
mayb wif shirley ba..
drink drink drink until i shuang..
i don care anythin le..
i don wan c doctor..
i don wan any bad news..
i nw alreadi lik tat le..
wat if c doctor de doctor sae more worst thin..
i prefer go die..
hospital cn stop callin me..
i don wan c mean i don wan c..
I HATE SEEIN DOCTOR!!!
even nwadae chest pain n difficult to breath..
i cn bear wif it..
no matter wat i am nt goin to c DOCTOR..
i jus feel lik endin my life soon..
so mani thin happen..
haix =[
i donno wat i cn do le..
I LOVE VALENT FAN JUN JIE!!!
76 more daes to go in T.T !!!
