2dae nv go sch..
is been daes i did nt in sch..
earli in de mornin ms normala n ms venus come my hse..
talk n talk..
i don feel lik goin sch is cox of MR NG..
is nt old or young oki..
he alway in de mornin shout at me..
i hate him..
n i alway go out n nt stay at home is bcox i don lik my daddi n mami nag at me..
too irratatin alreadi..
i am nt those girl cn get hurt wif so many thin..
i noe mami is sick..
i noe this is de last yrs..
i noe i need to studi..
i noe i mus take care of my sistax..
is been daes i did nt in sch..
earli in de mornin ms normala n ms venus come my hse..
talk n talk..
i don feel lik goin sch is cox of MR NG..
is nt old or young oki..
he alway in de mornin shout at me..
i hate him..
n i alway go out n nt stay at home is bcox i don lik my daddi n mami nag at me..
too irratatin alreadi..
i am nt those girl cn get hurt wif so many thin..
i noe mami is sick..
i noe this is de last yrs..
i noe i need to studi..
i noe i mus take care of my sistax..
bt there is alway a feelin stay..
mayb i don feel lik doin anythin cox he hurt me too deep..
seriously i don feel good at all..
i truely love him bt wat i get..
hurt hurt hurt..
cry cry cry..
sad sad sad..
haix =[
daes pass n i feel more n more hopeless..
mayb i fall too deep for him..
ytd he cal me..
i feel super happi..
i pick up he onli sae return his sim card..
i feel even hopeless tat time..
stil sms me..
stil sae don need reply..
i don wan get hurt anymore..
reali..
is too deep le..
i may laugh n smile infront of everyone..
bt i am hurt inside..
is difficult to b strong..
i noe you guys care about me..
bt i am sorry..
to wyron : TIME HEAL ? nope .. if time heal .. i wont love him for so long.. sorry for sayin you =[
boy you hurt me deep deep inside..
wat i wan is you..
you you you..
tat all..
bt i noe is no use le...
sadded =[
joanna feel super UPSAD n HEART BROKEN =[
